I am so torn. Its the worst feeling. I finally feel like I love the People and the food and the Philippines :) and now its all coming to an end. But I am changed :)
This week the work was hard, for 3 days the work was rough. Punted all day. There was a day where we only had 1 lesson. Its hard on me. I always thought the the last of the mission would be a breeze. NOT !!!!!!! Its rough. But I am still being exactly obedient and going strong :) We met a part member family who came to church with their 2 daughters named Y and K :) I was happy about that :) but yesterday was my last Sunday in Dag 6 because next week we have Stake Conference... So yep I gave my testimony :) I bore down in pure testimony :) It was powerful. I also used the advice of my Aunt :) "Stop and Smell the Roses " :) There was a pause for about 30 secs... It was the worst feeling, I didn't want to have to say goodbye :) Lately because of how hard the work has been, I get down on myself. When that happens, faces of people and conversations pop into my mind when I was able to help people who wanted it :) It always brings a smile to my face :) I have found that everlasting happiness that people talk about :) Its taken me a while but its come :) I love the Lord :) He is my light and my life :) Our life doesn't mean anything if we don't serve him :) He will make you who you need to be :)
I love him :) I really do :) He is my best friend, even though sometimes, I don't give enough of my effort to talk to him :) I love him :)
Hope this letter inspires you to read and pray to really "Know Jesus Christ" :)
By the Way, I am loving Mango season :) Its my favorite :) Mango shakes are the Best :) I am going to miss it :)
Elder Bigelow
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